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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, December 19, 2020
Hello Beautiful,
Happy that I'm again able to write you.
There was a problem with the website for a while, and I'm sorry that I was unable to communicate with you on the anniversary of your birth.
You Gik,(of all people) know how frustrated I get with all this new technology crap-o-la.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one this 'dung pile' machine doesn't work for.. but then I realize that I'm just a dinosaur living in a world I don't understand.. and truthfully.. don't feel comfortable in at all.
Anyway, I love you.
I think of you everyday, and sometimes, ALL DAY!!
You are always with me.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 20, 2020
Hiya Beautiful..
Was enjoying a plate of corned beef hash the other morning, and just knew I'd have to let you know. Autumn is upon us. Although we still have an occasional cannonball contest down at the pool, I understand the big chill is just around the corner up north.
Never did enjoy dealing with the winter cold. Not that I ever was patient enough to think about how pretty it could be, if you stopped and took the time to really See it.
Oh well.. I don't pine for it, and there's no one/nothing up there missing me.
I think of you often.
I love you always & forever.
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RZ posted a condolence
Thursday, September 3, 2020
I heard Photograph again on the way to work. My heart aches. You are so loved and we talk about you all the time. I wish you were here. By now we would be talking all the time, having visits, going to the beach and Disney. Check in with Dad, he needs to feel you around. Xo love you...❤️
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, August 22, 2020
Hello Beautiful..
I love you.
Can't say it or Feel it, enough.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 8, 2020
"I can't get used to living here while my heart is broke.. My tears I cry for you"
Miss you every day
Love you always
Faja
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Tuesday, April 28, 2020
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Hello Beautiful,
Just adding another "I Miss You"
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, April 2, 2020
Hey Pretty...
I deeply hope that you are at peace.
I know there are a lot of us still here, that are not as 'whole' as they would be, if you were still with us.
There is a very different situation happening to this world just now. A sickness that has spread worldwide. Very trying times.
I miss you & think of you.. practically every day.
I would enjoy a visit with/from you.
I'll love you always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, March 23, 2020
Hello Beautiful...
miss you deeply.
Think of you very often.
lots going on in our world these days.
A virus has spread the world, and has everyone up in arms.
I'm not afraid.
I have more loved ones on your 'side' than here.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, March 7, 2020
Hello Beautiful,
Just a quick note to tell you that I miss you... So very much.
Alex forwarded me a picture of you & I from long ago. Before the problem.
Sorry, but I had to do a little cryin' afterward.
Please lemme know you're ok?
I love you
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, January 5, 2020
Hello Beautiful...
Today would be your Grandma Shirley's birthday. She'd have been 87. Figured since I was doing some obitu-writing, I absolutely should drop you a line. Life goes on.. but it's hollowed out and there is always a bad feeling poisoning my heart. Seems I'm still looking for some kinda justification.
There ain't any to find so far... but I'll never stop looking.
Love you, Always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, December 12, 2019
Hello Beautiful,
I miss you.
The world has changed quite a bit since that day. Everything is 'high tech'. People (especially young people) are pretty much addicted to their phones, and their social media.
I don't even understand what a 'tweet' is exactly.. but I know that it is a main point of communication now. I have no doubt that you would be on top of all these things, as Alex & Jaxon are. Seems funny to me that people are losing the simple ability to speak with one another, choosing more to type out a sentence. I am happy that I have this site to (at least) one way talk with you. I know it's silly to believe that you can read/see/know that I'm attempting communication, but it does help me with the constant missing my daughter. That is an on going hurt. It's never ending. living every day.. every minute of every day.. with a hole in my soul, and a wound so deep in my heart, that it will never heal during my lifetime.
I try to pretend to myself that there is some sort of 'after life'. That there is a chance to see, greet and hold you again.. Damn, I hope so.
I will always love you.
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Wednesday, December 11, 2019
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Tomorrow you would be 31. Richie had a baby girl and the first thing I thought of was what you would name your babies. I know our world, the entire world would be so different, so much better if you were here. We think about you everyday. The gut punch moments haven’t lessened for me so I know they have been present for mom dad and Alex. Christmas is always melancholy with heavy hearts but we smile to have Dad tell the stories and see your pictures in your first red dress. Send him some love and a visit. Xoxoxo
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, November 18, 2019
Hi Gik..
Just another day of remembering.
I miss you, and will love you forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 9, 2019
Hello,
I saw a short film the other day. It was about an old man who at death's coming, was given the chance to re-live one day of his past life.
I know if I was given that chance?.. I would choose the day you were born.
I miss you every day.
There are so many thoughts swimming around in my old head, but there are always reminders of you.
I'm so deeply sorry that you are gone.
I love you, Nikki.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 14, 2019
I miss you.
Can't help it, and don't want to.
Still.. to this very day.. I give thought as to what day to day life would be, with you still here and involved. I have no answer.
I love you, always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, August 2, 2019
Hello Beautiful,
Your brother is here for a visit.
He looks good, seems to be doing well, and we're very happy to spend some time with him.
I love you
I miss you
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, July 4, 2019
"And after all the loves of my life?..
Yes, after all the loves of my life..
I'll be thinking of you.. and still wondering.. WHY???"
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 12, 2019
Hello beautiful..
Just yesterday I was doing some straightening out.
When I got to the CD rack I noticed a block of the home made recorded type that had never been categorized properly (and you know me) I had to go through them one by one and figure out where they should be in the order. (always way too military for my loved ones)
To my surprise, I came across a 'Dad's Mix-a-lot' that you had made for me.. decades ago.
Began playing it in the car today while taking Jax to camp. cried like a baby.
I miss you so much.
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Ruthie posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 11, 2019
I was listening to The Beatles channel on the way to work today -7 years seems like a minute when I hear this song. I was able to spend time with your Aunt Mary, Uncle Steve, Danielle and Heather and then Jax and Dad headed to ROC for Shirls’ memorial. This song has reminded me of you ( and how everyone feels) since 2012. Sometimes it feels like yesterday...sometimes like an eternity...
Rings gets it’ Kisses to you girl...
‘ Every time I see your face
It reminds me of the places we used to go
But all I've got is a photograph
And I realize you're not coming back anymore
I thought I'd make it
The day you went away
But I can't make it
'Til you come home again to stay
I can't get used to living here
While my heart is broke, my tears I cry for you
I want you here to have and hold
As the years go by, and we grow old and gray
Now you're expecting me to live without you
But that's not something that I'm looking forward to
I can't get used to living here
While my heart is broke, my tears I cry for you
I want you here to have and hold
As the years go by, and we grow old and gray
Every time I see your face
It reminds me of the places we used to go
But all I've got is a photograph
And I realize you're not coming back anymore
Every time I see your face
It reminds me of the places we used to go
But all I've got is a photograph
And I realize you're not coming back anymore
Every time I see your face
It reminds me of the places we used to go
But all I've got is a photograph’
Xoxo ❤️❤️
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, May 30, 2019
Hello Beautiful..
Grandma Shirley has left us. I have no idea of what the 'next step' is.. but you do, so if you can welcome her in? Please do.
*and I could use a visit from you also.
Always loving you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 1, 2019
Hello Beautiful..
Think of you everyday.
Miss you, very deeply.
*Stop and visit me, when you can?
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 2, 2019
I pretend to myself that you can somehow know we miss you and think/speak of you often.
My thoughts are very often wondering what your life would be like these days.
This world is a much lesser place with you not here. I'm deeply sorry about that.
I love you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, January 6, 2019
Although you're always with me.. I really miss you.
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R posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
6 th birthday with no cake or candles. So grateful for this day in so many ways. The light of your life taken too fast still shines so brightly. The ache of not celebrating your 30th birthday shines brightly too. Missing you will never lessen. Xoxo
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
30 years ago today, your Mom brought you into our lives.
You had to be coerced into coming out..and actually going through the act of being born. We joked that you didn't want to leave mommy's warm belly to come out into the December cold.
When you did arrive, you had a full head of long dark hair. (even had birth hair remaining on your shoulders and back) you were our 'lil monkey baby!! and we both were so proud'o you.
I miss you soo much.
I (very selfishly) feel cheated, that you are not here with us!
You were such an amazing young woman, that without you this world.. this life.. is so much less than it should've been.
This situation is terrible to live with/through each & every day.
I love you.. today.. tomorrow.. and for always.
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faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Halloween is here.
many memories of damp, chilly evenings.
walking through the wet leaves blowing on the crappy, city streets..
I remember you dressed as everything from 'Belle' to a hobo.
Damn, I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, September 19, 2018
The summer is coming to a close.. at least up north. Still very warm here, where I am.
Thank you for visiting my dream a while back. It made for a very happy few days in my life.
I miss you constantly, and am always wondering what life would've / could've been had you not been taken from us. Although I still experience moments of rage toward that G-d person, I am trying to learn to live with the situation being what it is. I would give anything for it all to be different.
I love you.. Forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 1, 2018
First day of August. The rainy season has been upon us for a month now.
Hot and humid mornings bring afternoon thunderstorms. More than a few are pretty cool to sit through, and just observe.
'The heavens' just open up and pour.
Yesterday I traveled to our west to see the POTUS. It was what the hippies used to call
'a happening'. Lots of press, pomp & circumstance.
I think of you often. I would very much enjoy sharing life with you, again.
I love you, forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, July 12, 2018
I miss you.
Every day I remember.
I hate that you are not 'here'
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, June 10, 2018
Hello Beautiful...
Still remember you on a daily basis.
You were my only daughter.. and more a part of me than I could have ever imagined.
There remains a deep hole in me. I'm still 'morning'.
I miss you, everyday.
I will love you forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, May 12, 2018
Miss you..
Still angry, and have zero justification for your absence.
I don't believe we ever seriously discussed our feelings.. or beliefs, concerning the after life, but I know that you always knew how I felt about the subject.I assure you, nothing has changed.
All I can hope is that you are at rest.
Your Mom told me that she dreampt of you the other day. I am happy for her for that, and Thanx to you, if you had anything to do with it. She deserves a bit of happiness where it concerns you.
I miss you still, and will love you every day of my life.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
Thinking of you.
Wish you were still here with us.
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RZ posted a condolence
Monday, April 2, 2018
Another year just marks the exact revolution around the sun but daily you are missed. It is excruciating still. You have left an amazing legacy tho. All who know you live differently because of you. Your relatives, friends and acquaintances that you have touched have moved from that day 6 years ago into directions that are brave and beautiful and different because of you and the impact you had and continue to have on their life. I live mine differently for sure. It would be better if you were here changing lives...but I think you send a wink and know...a lot of good shit has evolved in people because of you...
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, April 2, 2018
Hello Purple Princess.
Today brings yet another heart crush.
6 years have now past, and I can honestly write here, that not one day has been without thoughts of you.
My little ' zip-zip' .. 'Gikki'.. 'Bedielia'.. 'Mini-me'
I miss you.
I still wonder why???
I still hurt, and I still feel betrayed by g-d and nature.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Missing you lists as of late.
I get easily frustrated.. and my frustration is quickly followed by almost uncontrollable anger.
I meet so many people that publicly announce that they are ' christian', yet it's easy to see how actually phoney they truly are.
Again, I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, February 16, 2018
Hello my darling.
Funny thing going on just now..
The Olympics (winter version) are going on. Their being hosted by the south Koreans.
The Russian team was found to be cheating during the 2014 games, so they were officially 'banned' from these games.
But Russian athletes who were not found ( couldn't prove) to be guilty of cheating, were allowed to participate.. but they are strictly forbidden from showing the Russian flag, or playing the Russian anthem. In this case they must participate as "Olympic Athletes from Russia" so all the uniforms say 'OAR' on them. This happily reminded me of the time I asked you about a band you were 'into' at that time.. you explained to me "Of A Revolution, Dad"
I miss you, so much.. Every damned day!!
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Oh, almost forgot...
You will always be my Valentine!!
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Devils beat the Flyers last night 5-4
Olympic hockey is going on also.
Man, I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, January 26, 2018
Thinking of you today.. everyday.
I wonder what adventures life would've brought to you?
I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, January 7, 2018
Miss you, so much..
Can't help but wonder what life would be, with you here.
I love you
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 12, 2017
Another 12/12 is upon us.
Another anniversary of that amazing day.
29 years ago this evening you went through the trauma of human birth,
and with your first breath, you instantly became the love of my
Iife.. and with you gone these now 5 years, life is simply not the same.
I love you Nikki, and I will forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 6, 2017
Hello Beautiful..
Just a few days till the anniversary of your birth.
What a wonderful time that was, and such an amazing child you were.
I was never so proud of anything. You and your brother are the best things I've ever been associated with. I again apologize for the way things turned out. I'm certain many would agree with me stating, that living without you here is a very empty existence.
I often wonder how your life would've turned out?
I wonder if you'd be a mother by now?
I wonder what conversations you & I would share?
I miss you and I love you always
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, October 30, 2017
Why think separately, of this life to the next?
When one is born from the last,
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, October 21, 2017
Once that person is gone.. You realize you will never have that amazing, prideful feeling, in your life ever again.
I miss you
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Hello Beautiful..
Made it through another huricane with only acceptable damage. Some folks still on this plane talk of being watched over.. but you and I always believed differently. * but if I'm wrong??.. Feel free to drop by in a dream, and tell me. I'm not much for manual labor, and carrying around a Jacob Marley chain would not be my idea of resting in peace!!
I miss you so..
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, August 12, 2017
Hello Beautiful.
Had some corned beef hash for breakfast this morning.. now the heartburn is kicking in.
Thoughts of you, always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Hello Beautiful,
Looks like our rain has finally stopped for a while. Not complaining, cuz it keeps the grass green and the flowers blooming.. Just nice to have a sunny morning.
I love you, and I wish I could have you here with me/us.
Just not RIGHT that you're gone.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 1, 2017
I miss you..
I hate that I'm here, without you
I'm sorry..
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, July 29, 2017
Thinking of my beautiful baby girl.
Miss you, each and everyday.
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R posted a condolence
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Whether it is a song, a movie or anything that would be 'you' it just adds to the daily thoughts, heavy-hearted smiles and quiet tears that are always given to you. Missing you will never be 'comfortable'.
Jaxon looks through pics of you and Alex with Dad and asks questions of where you were and what you all were doing-it is 'good' as it keeps you HERE.It sucks bigtime that it is not the way anyone wants it. Dad loves telling him the stories of you 2.
I wish for me and Jax and more for Dad, Alex, Mom all the Aunts, Uncles and friends that there was more. The heart tug is stronger now that time passes. That there is so much more we all could be sharing. Anyway, touch them all somehow if you can...so many need it. XOXO. I look at pics of you a lot and the video we watched for days and hours that early April week 5+ years ago often...so so pretty-that smile!! :) kisses
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, July 13, 2017
Hello Beautiful...
Taken me a bit'o time to get into this new site, but I think I've got it down (for at least this visit)
I think of you daily.
I miss you so.. Can't do too much of anything without you being in mind.
Your brother's are both doin' their things.. and as far as I know everyone else (family wise) is doin' ok, too.
I love you!!
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RZ posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
Our conversations always lead back to you. Whether it is a story from the past Dad shares, a friend who shares a story of their daughter, a glimpse of a smart comment, overhearing someone talk about David Sedaris in this hick town (where no one would know him) seeing a picture of Alex when he catches the camera 'just so' when you both for a moment share that packard/Kuter mix that only you 2 share. I see it. Often. I find warmth, gratitude and a bit of pain when I note it..daily. I hope Faja will come to feel the first 2 at some point...Rochester was good. Missing you there is so much more..'fresh'. It is nice to be around family, I just still go back right there. Every moment of that spring was even more clear. Miss you
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Apologize to you for such a long delay in writing.
Still having some issues negotiating this new and revamped website. Don't dare complain though, because this is my only mode of contact.
I love you.
I live my life day to day with thoughts of you, and many memories to look back on.. yet there are always reminders that there should be more new and exciting ones being built.. everyday.
So unfair to everyone.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, May 27, 2017
They've changed the web site again. Got a bit frightened that I lost my only angle of communition. Oh, I fully understand that this place is more for me than you... but it's really all I've got.
I miss you.
Seems more all the time... Time.. which is foolishly said to be" the healer of all wounds". I'm here to tell ya..it ain't!!
Anyhow, just wishing things were different.
Please know, that if I could change places with you??? I would've gladly done so, years ago.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 10, 2017
We have a little reflecting area in the back.
Looked out this after school and watched Jaxon sitting there, and speaking.. With his big sister.
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R posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Your presence is in our hearts and minds every moment. We speak of you so often, look at your pictures. Missing you has become more prevalent. Acceptance is forced, peace for so many is always beyond reach. Please send warmth to those who need it most. Xo
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
I think of you.. A lot.
I remember things.. Often.
I miss you.. So much, that there are no words to describe.
I feel that.. we've all been cheated.
I feel guilty.. that I am still alive, while you are no longer.
When I smile.. It only lasts a second or two, then I again realize that you can't.
I want an explaination as to 'WHY'?
I love you, Gikki
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R posted a condolence
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Cinq. Ache is still fresh. Smiles from stories are deeper. Love you
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Five years of seeing, hearing, and feeling momentary happiness....
then reality strikes.
I will love you forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, March 19, 2017
"if the hands of time were hands that I could hold..
I'd keep them warm, with my hands"
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 1, 2017
Your Uncle Glenn's dad has passed to join your band of family Angels.
I miss you always, but it hurts just a bit deeper when another checks out from our world, to take a place in yours.
I love you.. Forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Flyers and Penguins, playing outdoors.
I really miss you!!
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Many memories happening.
I hate that you're not here to share.
Love you for always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, January 13, 2017
From the moment they are born to the world..
The world wants no more, than to take them back.
I hate the world, and I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 11, 2017
Seems there's reminders of you, almost everywhere I look.
Love you eternally.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Marking another New Year.
Miss you every day.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
Watched a childish movie yesterday evening. Just flipping through the channels, and there it was. A favorite of yours back in the day. I just could'nt turn the station. I watched it till the end, and remembered doing the same with you, time & time again. Thinking of, and remembering.. It's better than nothing, but in the end only brings the same feeling of abandonment. Love you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, December 24, 2016
Remembering better Christmas'
Miss you every minute
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 21, 2016
Life is not complete without you here.
Nothing is fulfilling, nothing is as enjoyable as it should be, and even in a happy moment, there is always.. always.. A sense of hollowness.
Death has stolen from us.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
Hiya Zip-zip.
Another dear friend' a mine passed over to your side last night.
It's gettin' so I love more dead souls, than the live ones I'm daily surrounded by.
I.. We.. still here, don't have any clue what goes on where you are now.
Heaven..The Hereafter.. Valhalla..
I truly do hope that you are in a place so wonderful, Peaceful and beautiful to see. I do deeply hope that for you, my darling daughter.
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mom posted a condolence
Monday, December 12, 2016
Sometimes having you in my heart is not enough. I want you here. I love and miss you terribly. Happy Birthday!
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, December 12, 2016
12/12/88...
One truly amazing day.
Thank you, for that.
I love you.
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RZ posted a condolence
Sunday, December 11, 2016
Another Birthday. even just another day is hard when anyone lets the world stop for a minute and realize AGAIN you are not here. Don't get me wrong, we enjoy life and probably try more to enjoy it for you. Then there is that moment, that horrible feeling like you lost something, like your wallet or your keys and your heart sinks and you realize it is even so much more than that. Sux. Birthday tomorrow and I have Dad and Auntie here at each other and I know most of it is that they are happy to be together for this shit day and hate each other for sharing so many shit days. F$&k I wish you were here to help me decipher these crazy people that I love and that love you endlessly....happy birthday
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, December 8, 2016
I really need to talk with you.
Please, make it happen somehow?
I love you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
It's another of what are known as 'Nikki days'. Although you are always 'with' me, there are these days when everything reminds me of you. Although in the thought process it always has to end with the unreal emptiness and deepest sadness of your being gone from this life, I do feel warm inside that you are with me. I feel that pride of what a wonderful, strong willed, beautiful daughter you were. Although bittersweet, thoughts and memories of you, will always make me proud and happy. I know life would be better for everyone, if you were still here with us.
I miss you terribly.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, November 28, 2016
"It's time to talk of other things,
like shoes and ships and sealing wax.. And cabbages & kings"
Love you
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, November 4, 2016
Been writing here, but they've stopped showing up. Hope you got the messages anyhow. Love you.
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Thursday, November 3, 2016
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, November 3, 2016
It's hard for me to get through a day without still wondering, why?
Not much happens with me without thoughts of you. Where are you while we are still here? There is always talk about people here, seeing their departed loved ones. I talk to you, I think of you, I miss you so much, but I never see you, feel you, dream of you? Always leads back to that same old question... Why?
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
Thinking a lot of memories. Only wish they were real.
Miss you to the point of pain. A pain that dulls with the passing of time, but always remains on the surface, to remind me that you're gone from this life.. From our lives.
I'll love you eternally.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, October 10, 2016
Miss you every single day.
Still find myself wondering.. WHY??
I love you much, much more than you ever knew.
Sorry, that I could'nt show you enough, so you would truly know.
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RZ posted a condolence
Friday, October 7, 2016
Disney again and so many memories of you shared. Thinking about you a lot lately. I know how you all love Autumn. Wish you were here and with everyone who miss and need you. I know it would be so different and so right if you were here. Still so hard ..love u
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 4, 2016
Autumn is here. Our favorite season.
The ghostly goolie time of year.
Please visit me?
I love you always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 20, 2016
Wish we could communicate. I truly need that.
Got so many thoughts and situations constantly goin' on. Would very much appreciate your input.
I love you, forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, September 18, 2016
Thinking of you. It's an everyday occurrence. I think it's a constant for all the people you touched in your 23 years here. I wonder what you are feeling?
I love you, always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, September 1, 2016
Listenin' to the crickets dance, the frogs sing, and the wind whisper..
I hope you can understand.
I'll love you forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
Thinking of you. Talking memories with grandma. I'm so proud of you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 16, 2016
There are days when things happen.. Little things.. That make me think of you. How wonderful of a daughter you were. How much you were 'of' your Mom and I. How empty everything is in the shadow of loss. Then the (always hidden just under the facade), pain of missing you comes. A deep, dark, hurt that is inside my heart and soul, caused from you being taken away. I curse life and all the sorrow that comes with it. I dearly hope and wish that you are at peace, and no longer feel the hurts that life on earth brings to all of the living.
I love you forever.
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RZ posted a condolence
Sunday, August 14, 2016
It still stings so much. We swim a lot and went to Disney. Talked about you and thought about you even more. There are so many times memories of you come up. It is so nice to talk about and see pictures and laugh at memories Dad shares...and then that heart ache kicks in and it is just so hard. I walk in the living room and talk to you in that beautiful picture in the canoe at 5am when no one else is up. Damn wish you were here... <3
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Aunt shell posted a condolence
Saturday, August 13, 2016
Nik. Thank you so so much for finding grandpa Davis and for the sign you gave me when you were with him. He was so sad when you passed away and you know how much he loves Alex. After you died we went to visit grandpa at there house in NC and we brought Alex with us. Grandpa had set up an appt for Alex and tristan to do the parachute simulator. We had so much fun watching the boys and watching Alex laugh. Ask grandpa about it. I love you and miss you!
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, July 30, 2016
The world got cheated with your not being here.
The 'what ifs?' will continue for the rest of my life.
I love you and miss you, every single day.
My happy moments are bitter sweet, as I so wish I could share them with you.
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RZ posted a condolence
Friday, July 29, 2016
Thought of you all over Disney..and everyday. We miss you terribly and know every minute what we are missing.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, July 22, 2016
'Purple Princess'...
Think of you every day.
Love you forever.
Miss you endlessly.
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Aunt Shell posted a condolence
Thursday, July 21, 2016
Hey Nick-can you do me a favor and help grandpa Davis find his way around. Six weeks ago we were told grandpa had a brain tumor and had a short time to live. He passed away last night at 5:00. We are heartbroken but I Know if you can find him everything will be ok. Please, if you are able, please somehow let me know that you have found him. I love and miss you terribly.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, July 14, 2016
I miss you.
I think of you very often, and wish that you were here with us. I have moments where I curse God all mighty for being jealous, and being vindictive enough to take you from us. I don't believe he listens to me, or even hears anything at all. I don't feel he even cares about this old, messed up world. Simply doesn't care.
I miss you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, July 8, 2016
Hello Beautiful.
Think of you pretty much every day.
Always wonder what the life we all believed you had ahead of you, would be like today. I love you, and I miss you're not being here with us. I get angry with God, and life, and a lot of different things. I still ask 'why'?
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, July 1, 2016
Dearest Daughter, nothing special to add today. Just thinking of, and missing you. I am very sorry for the times I let you down. I am also sorry that you are gone from this world. I would do anything to have you back here healthy, whole and happy. I will love you forever and always.
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Faja lit a candle
Tuesday, June 21, 2016
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 21, 2016
Was just involved in another thought process that brought me to memories of you. There was a time that you & I were 'as thick as theives'. I would show you, and teach you, the funny side of everyday things. You appreciated been taught. You had a fine sence of humor.. And you were a very good comic yourself. Nikki, you were everything anyone could ever want in a daughter. I mean that, unaquivically.. And you meant the world to your father. I'm totally crushed, again and again, everyday, not having you here. Such a foolish waste!
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, June 17, 2016
Summer is here.
It's hot, but that 'problem' is easily remidied. The beautiful blue skies, vast variety of trees and plant life, and just plain amazing star shows at night, are many times worth dealing with the sometimes, over warmth. I think of you often. I still talk to you.. And would give pretty much anything, to talk WITH you.
I miss you. There would finally be so much to share. Love you forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, June 9, 2016
Another rainy afternoon here. Wish I had you to all and talk with.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
My Beautiful little one.. Was just playing with Jax, and had another 'flash-back' of doing the same sort of things twenty years ago, with you. I have these moments quite often, and they always bring an immeadiate smile to my heart.. But that is only momentary, as I then want so badly to call you on the phone to tell you about it. Then reality brings back the heartbreak and rememberence of total loss. That is what my life has become. I finally find a moment of happiness.. That is abruptly followed by the guilty feeling of your not being here to share the smiles with me. There are times when I hate life so much!
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, June 3, 2016
Today has been deamed, 'National Cancer Surviver day'.. Yea! I am as happy as I can be for all those who have 'survived', but I can not / will not, count myself amongst them. I have come to live in a place where the weather is usually warm, and sunny.. But with your demise, my world, my life, became grey and always chilly.
I love you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, May 27, 2016
In the moments while recalling my memories with you, I find a happiness that is dear, but those moments soon pass and I'm left with only a cold empty sorrow. I love you, Nikki.
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Faja lit a candle
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
There are a thousand times a day that I think of you. I wonder if you are able to hear.. See..feel things? I wonder if you're at peace? We tried the best that we could, we placed our faith in those that more understood the situation. I even spoke with that Lord being.. I know that none of that was enough to keep you here with us. I failed you, my dearest daughter.. And for that, I am so deeply sorry.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 18, 2016
My darling daughter,
the hole in my heart, my life, my very soul, is as deep and wide as the infinity we dream about. Nothing would or could will ever fill it. I love you, now and for ever. I will miss you for always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 11, 2016
The web site has been re-vamped. I suppose that's the business end of our communications. I miss you every day, and I will love you for as long as time. A love more than words can ever truly discribe.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, May 2, 2016
Nikki I miss you,
And I'm trying to be good,
And I'd love to be with you,
If only I could.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, April 22, 2016
Every day holds some sadness.. Some days hold nothing but sadness. I miss you, so much.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, April 16, 2016
Still can't believe that my beautiful baby is gone. Jesus.. There is no good reason for this. What a life you would have lived. What an amazing person you were, and should've become. I miss you, so much.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, April 16, 2016
Well Kiddo, the Flyers made the playoffs. (Pittsburg and Crosby are better seated) They've got a tough draw though. Would love to have watched with you. Love you terribly.. Miss you awfully.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, April 8, 2016
It's been quite a hard last few days. So called, Anniversarys.. Are not always happy events. They do however, bring memories to mind. I love you Nikki. I have always, and I will always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, April 7, 2016
Going on.. With out someone you have to have, is so tough.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, April 2, 2016
April second has arrived for the forth time. Suitably, it's grey and thunder storming here, where I sit and write. Although I have filled line after line on this site, the simple truth is.. There are no words to accurately describe the feeling of missing you that I endure every day.. Some days, every minute. I bring you with me wherever I am, and whatever I am doing. I know that it's not enough, but it's all I can do. I love you Nicole Sylvane. Today, tomorrow, and forever.
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R Z posted a condolence
Saturday, April 2, 2016
4 years? Everyday you are in our thoughts. Some days it feels like longer, some moments bring back immediate moments. The ache of loss never lightens. I wonder what you would be doing, where you would be. So many are touched by your legacy, living differently because of you. Miss you everyday, but today...a little more, anniversaries suck. Xoxo
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, March 26, 2016
Your Flyers are playing well in their fight for a play off bid. I have been missing you for so long now, that I laugh when I hear foolish people speak of accepting closure. There is a very deep hole within me that nothing will ever close. I think of you 100 times a day. I morn for all the things you never got to see and do. I am filled with anger and regret. I want an answer as to why? What sense does it make that you are gone from us? What good comes from my darling daughter being taken from her loved ones? I mostly hate being alive every day, here, without you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, March 20, 2016
Thinking of you. The permanent hole that is left with your being gone, is always there.. but I take you with me wherever I can find a smile. I love you now, and forever.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, March 12, 2016
Your Flyers are making a run. I miss you sooooo muchly.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, March 10, 2016
Missing you pretty hard lately. Always wondering what adventures your life would be bringing to you. Such a lousy deal. I love you, always & forever.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Maneuvering through the land mines of life. I think of you every day, and am so sad that you are not here to talk with. This was not the plan that any of us dreamed of. You were the best part of me, and I'm forever hollow with your absence. I love you, now and for always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, February 1, 2016
God was jealous of what your Mom and I had created, in you. I deeply apologize to you, for having to 'pay' for that. I'll love you & miss you, eternally.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, February 1, 2016
Picked up a memory from an antique shop. I miss you so much! I'm sorry that you're not here, but I do my best to carry you with me each and every day. I hope that you can understand how special/important you still are to me. Even death can't stop me from loving my daughter.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Been a hard last few days. Miss you so very much. Behind the 'smoke and mirrors' is a very empty, sad father. Love you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, January 25, 2016
Miss you every day.. Still can't wrap my head /heart around the fact that you aren't here. This crappy old world would be so much better off with you involved in it's business. I love you always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, January 23, 2016
Looking at a few pictures. You're so beautiful. I miss you so very much!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
I bring you with me, whever I am. I miss you so much. Just plain sux.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Everyday that passes proves that your being taken, has left this life a pretty sad existence. Hope you're at peace. Mom, Bub & I could use a visit. Love you.
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nancy packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
I hope you were waiting for open arms for Grandma. Now you get her back. Love and miss you terribly.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, December 28, 2015
Had a dream last night. Thank you for being there. Love you always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, December 27, 2015
I love you, my purple princess.. And I assure you, that love will never stop.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, December 24, 2015
'A long December, and there's reason to believe, maybe this year will be better than the last.. I can't remember all the times I told myself to remember all these moments as they'd pass'
Never have I loved another human being as I love you, my Nikki.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
The miserable December 'holidays' are upon us again. This season only serves as a reminder of something I think of daily anyhow. I would change it all if I only could. I miss you, and bring you with me no matter what I'm doing. I can't help to do anymore. I hope it's enough to allow you, to be ok.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, December 20, 2015
Doing the best I can, but I still everyday wonder.. why?
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, December 12, 2015
I miss you more today than yesterday.. But only half as much, as I will tomorrow.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, December 12, 2015
Twelve / Twelve / Eighty Eight. Love you always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, December 12, 2015
You shared your love with so many others.. That you are still, and always will be, here with us. I miss my purple princess.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 8, 2015
Think of you always.. Miss you endlessly.. Wish you were here.. Makes no sense at all. I love you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
There is an emptiness that I just can't fill. When I am angry, I am enraged.. And when I am sad, it is debilitating. I miss you, always & forever.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, November 23, 2015
Thinking of you..again. I wish you were here.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, November 16, 2015
I'm sorry.. I tried to be the best that I could be. I love you. Come and talk. I need to know that you're ok. I need to understand.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, November 12, 2015
"and when that person is gone.. You are forced to live on, every day knowing, that you will never have anything like that in life again"
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
'If love could have saved you, you'd have lived forever'
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, November 2, 2015
Love you baby girl. Find my self wondering about the great things you would be doing here. Not even close to fair, that you were stolen from us. :-(
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Miss you so much. It's not right that you're not here. Not fair to you, or any of us that are left behind. I love you and carry you with me every day, no matter where I go.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Alex is 21 today. You would be very proud. I love you, for always.
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R Z posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Thinking of you. Wishing you were here to watch sunsets and talk.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
Watching the Flyers play. (You should've stuck with your Penguins) I love you, always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, October 5, 2015
I miss you always. I'll love you forever.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, October 5, 2015
The constant stress of 'life' is really tiring to me. I miss you every day. I think of what things would be like, with you still here with us. I get angry a lot, with you gone. Not fair to anyone. Makes no sense.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Thinking of you always. I know you would 'visit' , if you could. I will never stop missing & loving you.
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R Z posted a condolence
Sunday, August 23, 2015
Again. Another day with memories you should be apart of. Damn. Just wishing you have peace and can help find ours...missing you...you would love it here. ..come
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R Z posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
Jaxon's first day of kindergarten. We thought of you and how you should be teaching, just be here..drove around the lake talking about you. Missing you. Hate it.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
Thinking of you always. Still ask 'why?' every single day.. Makes no logical sense. Love you, Miss you, more every day.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Doesn't ever let up.. Life is a real drag. Miss you.
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R Z posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
'i know your out there somewhere...somewhere, you can hear my voice'
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Wish you were here to talk with. I love you, forever.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Your cousins wedding.. You were remembered by the attendees.. I never forget, and you are always with me. I love you always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Attended a Rolling Stones show yesterday. Lots of thoughts, and memories. Love you, miss you, each & every day.
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r z posted a condolence
Sunday, May 10, 2015
A hard day..as they all are...but today..please send her your warmth..kisses
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Another tuff day to endure.. I love you, endlessly.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, May 8, 2015
Such a wonderful daughter, a good person, and a beautiful young woman. I love you!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, May 8, 2015
Thoughts of you.. Some happy, others not. I love you forever.
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Lorry M Ruby posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
Sitting on front porch, thinking of you ! Love and miss you Nikki
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, May 4, 2015
Springtime has come we'll keep Maplewood looking pretty. I love you, always.
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R Z posted a condolence
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Thought and spoke of you all weekend as we do everyday. Spring is here. Clover all around when we visited you...not a day goes by...not a moment, where you are not missed. Some things will never change as all else does. Kisses
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Wish I could talk with you. Love you, always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Your brother had another performance. He's very talented on that stage. you'd be very happy with him. I'm very proud of the both of you. Always have been. Love you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
I've no longer got any use for god, or religion. My reason for happiness was taken away forever. I miss you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
My wonderful daughter.. I am so empty with you gone. I miss you every damn day.
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R Z posted a condolence
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Those videos..sad/smiles/mad.. going to where I hear you are..visit? He needs you..so much love pours out to you from so many. I hope you feel it. Xo
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Hi Gik.. Gonna get away for a few days. Your spirt will be with us.. It always is. I miss you.. I love you.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Hi Gik.. Gonna get away for a few days. Your spirt will be with us.. It always is. I miss you.. I love you.
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R Z posted a condolence
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Everyday, every moment, you are thought of...but not here. Three years. Sometimes feels like a lifetime and sometimes just a minute. We speak of you everyday. Everything is less bright since you have left...
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Gikki.. Not one day passes, that I don't hurt missing you. This world.. This life.. Is so much less, with you not here with us. RIP my darling daughter.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Hi Baby.. Jax Said That Sometimes You Dance In His Dreams.. No Reason For Him To Say That, Unless It's True. Thank You. He Needs To Know His Big Sister. I Love You!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Hi Baby Girl.. A Man Named Rod Taylor Joined Your Place Last Month. Please Find Him, And Tell Him He Was One Of Your Dad's Favorites. Love You Always.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Saturday, February 7, 2015
Hey Gik, I Love You, Forever And Always.
Please, Come Visit With Me.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, February 6, 2015
Hiya Beautiful.. Another Week Gone By, And Another 100 Heartbreaks. I Love You!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, January 30, 2015
Hello Beautiful. Stopped By Maplewood Yesterday. Did A Little Winter Clean Up. I Love You & Miss You, Somethin' Terrible. Hope You're At Peace.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Spoke With Some AQ Folks The Other Day. Your Spirit Lives In That Place. Everyone Thinks Of You.. Misses You.. Loves You, On A Daily Basis.
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, December 29, 2014
The Holiday Season Is Simply Not A Good Time Anymore. I've Accepted, That It Never Again Will Be. I Miss You!!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Friday, December 12, 2014
My Baby Girl.. 26 Years Ago Today, You Came And Showed Me Just How Wonderful Life Could Be. You Made Me A Father, And I Was Never So Proud Of Anything I Had Seen Or Done, Before. In Your Younger Years We Were The Best Team. You Were My 'Mini-Me'. So Smart.. Very Funny.. My Everything! As You Grew Into Your Own Young Woman, We Didn't Always See Things In The Same Light.. But I Never Loved Anyone, The Way I Loved You. On That Terrible April Morning, My Heart Was Crushed.. And It Now Breaks Again & Again, Every Day Your Gone. I Wish There Was A Way To Know That You Are OK. To Know That You Are At Peace. To Know That You Understand That We All Think Of You.. Miss You So Much.. And Love You Still. I Wish..
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Monday, December 8, 2014
The Date Of Your Birth Is Closing In. I Remember Feeling Blessed That You Were Born To Your Mother & I. I Will Never Forget You, Or The Warmth And Love I Always Felt For You.. And From You. You Are My Purple Princess.. I Love You Always!
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Faja Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Hiya Baby Girl.. Miss You. I Just Can't Understand. There Is No Good Reason For This.. I Love You!
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, November 17, 2014
Hi Baby Girl. The Snow Flakes Are Falling Once Again. I'll Come To Store Your Things For The Winter. I Miss You.. It Hurts.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
Hi Baby Girl. Miss You Every Minute. I'm Still Asking "Why?". If You Understand?.. Please Let Me Know. I Love You, Forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, October 27, 2014
Going To NYC For Work. You'll Be With Me, As You Always Are. I Love You My Baby Girl!
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Hi Baby Girl..
My NJ Is Playing Well. Your Philly?.. Not So Much.
I Love You!
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R posted a condolence
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Get together today for Jax. No plans are ever made without the pang of your absence looming...We love you...every moment
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Miss You Baby. Think Of You Lots.. You're Always Here With Me.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, October 6, 2014
Badeilia, Just Another Day Of Goin' Through The Motions. It's Hollow, Empty & Don't Mean Nothin'. Sometimes I Simply Don't Want To Be Here, Anymore. The Missing And Hurting Never Ends. I Love You, Always.
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R posted a condolence
Saturday, October 4, 2014
"The smell of hospitals in winter, and the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters but no pearl. All at once you look across a crowded room and see the way that light attaches to a girl"
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Autumn Is Here. Our Favorite Season. I Miss You, So Much!!
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, September 26, 2014
Thoughts Of You. I Know I'm Not A Friendly Type Person, And I'm Deeply Sorry For Being That Way. I Apologize Sincerly, For Ever Letting You Down. I Love You.
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R posted a condolence
Thursday, September 25, 2014
we talked about you today and think about you in every quiet moment..heavy hearted. leaves are changing-I wish you were someone I could talk to-I have so much to tell you
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R posted a condolence
Thursday, September 25, 2014
we miss you-will every shooting star, every birthday candle and every 'pick up feet 'at railroad crossing-my wish is still the same. I know we can't have you-please come to him in some way. you were everywhere in DW but so missed...so missed. thinking of you....
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, September 22, 2014
Lots Of Memories Lately. You Are Very Missed, And Never Out Of Heart. I Love You, Nikki.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, September 5, 2014
Thoughts Of You Are Always With Me. Still 'Hits' Me That My Little One Is Forever Away. I Love You.. For Always.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Hi Baby. Mathew's Wedding Up Coming.. Big Family Reunoin. You'll Be Sorely Missed, But Remembered By Everyone. I Love You.
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R posted a condolence
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Jaxon was just talking about you out of nowhere and it made me feel so good how he has you in his heart. Everyday has so many moments including you-I wish the feeling wasn't that deep ache but at no time will having you not here be accepted. Love and Miss you...Always
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, August 22, 2014
'The more precious his gift.. the more anxious God is, for It's return'
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, August 22, 2014
Hi, My Baby Girl. Jaxon Started Kindergarten Today. He Knows That You Are His Big Sister. Makes Me Sad Because I Know You Would Have Been Teaching Little Ones, By Now. I Miss You So Much. I Talk To You All Day Long. I Wonder If You Can Hear Me? I Love You.. I Always Will.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, August 18, 2014
Hi Baby. Look For Robin Williams. He Joined Your Team A Few Days Ago. I Love You!!
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, August 18, 2014
I Miss You.. So Much, That My Heart Breaks Anew.. Every Minute, of Every Day That You're Gone.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Hi Gikki. Miss You Sumpthin' Terrible. Went To A Wedding The Other Day. Aunt Suzie Always Brings A Picture Of You With Her, To 'Share' In The Festivities. I Always Have To Excuse Myself During The 'Father-Daughter' Dance. I'm So Sorry, That You Got Cheated Out Of Life. I Would Switch With You 'One Fer One' Right Now, If It Was Do-able. I Love You.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Hi Baby Girl. There is another physic visit story, making the rounds. I believe they only happen because everyone misses you, so much. I know that I do. I'm always open to a visit, If you can. I love you, forever.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, July 7, 2014
Brought You Flowers Over The Holiday Weekend. Times Are Really Hard, As Of Late. I Miss You, So Much!
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Faja posted a condolence
Thursday, June 26, 2014
I Love You.. I Miss You.. If You Can?..Please, Come Visit Me.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, June 16, 2014
Mom and Alex gave me some great old pictures. I miss you and love you, so deeply.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Say 'Hi' From Me, To George Halas & Walter Payton. I Love You!
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, January 24, 2014
Our Gik,
You Were Such An Amazing Young Woman. I Was So Very Proud Of Who You Were, And I Know You Would Have Only Grown To Be Greater. I'm Forever Empty With Out You Here. Every Minute, Of Every Day, I Love You.
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Thinking Of You Often. Rest In Peace, My Baby Girl.
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R posted a condolence
Friday, September 27, 2013
Just missing you...still...and everyday...just...missing
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
And after all the loves of my life,
After all the loves of my life, I'll be thinking of you... And wondering, why?
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R posted a condolence
Saturday, September 7, 2013
You are so missed, so loved every day...now & always...
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Really Hurtin' Today, Baby Girl.
Got An Emptiness That Nothing Else Can Ever Fill.
I Adore You, Even Now.
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Lorry posted a condolence
Sunday, September 1, 2013
You are in my thoughts daily. I wish you were here.
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Faja posted a condolence
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Purple Princess, A Day Doesn't Pass Without So Many Thoughts Of You. My Love For You, Is Without Bounds.
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Shelley M Davis posted a condolence
Thursday, July 11, 2013
I wish I knew where you were. I look for you everywhere. Still can't believe you are gone forever. I will never stop looking for you. I love you tons! Love aunt Shell
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Grandma Shirley posted a condolence
Thursday, June 20, 2013
My heart is broken, never to mend. Your candle glows brightly, always and forever.. my dearest grand daughter.
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R posted a condolence
Sunday, May 5, 2013
A sunny Sunday, missing you in our day to day...everyday.
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Anonymous posted a condolence
Saturday, April 27, 2013
My heart is broken, never to mend. Your candle glows brightly always and forever, my precious grand daughter.
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Faja posted a condolence
Friday, April 12, 2013
“Be Positive”
I have been told that in the face of adversity you must be positive.
Since the death of my daughter Nikki, I am positive about many things.
I am positive that losing my daughter, is the hardest thing I have ever endured.
I am positive that I loved her more than words can say.
I am positive that every day without her, is hell.
I am positive that I will never be whole again.
I am positive that I will mourn her death, the rest of my life.
I am positive that I will do everything I can, to keep her memory alive.
I am positive that I have to fight every day, just to be ok.
I am positive that the only way I would feel great, is to have her back.
I am positive that I would give my life, if could have her back.
Nicole Sylvane, I am positive that I will love and miss you, the rest of my life.
Dad
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
One Year Ago I Kissed Your Sleepy Head, And Wished For You A Wonderful Day. My Heart Was Broken Beyond Repair, By That Day's End. I Love You And Miss You, Endlessly.
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Faja posted a condolence
Monday, December 3, 2012
The Holidays Are Not Welcome.
12-12-12 Will Be Simply Miserable. I Love You, Nikki.
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Aunt lorry Ruby posted a condolence
Thursday, November 1, 2012
There are no words to describe how much you meant to me. I miss you so much. I love you nik! I really hope that there is a heaven! I think of you every day. We all lost a part of our heart when you left us.
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me posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Wish I had you to talk to. I miss you and need you.
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Faja posted a condolence
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Autumn is here. What once meant so much, is now simply plain.. without you.
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R posted a condolence
Friday, October 5, 2012
Everyday there are so many times I feel the emptiness that losing you has made familiar...
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Lorry Ruby posted a condolence
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Nikki, you are missed by so many. You are on my mind every day. I love you so much.
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R posted a condolence
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Thinking of you everyday and night. Sad. Missing Moments that are supposed to have you in them.
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lorry ruby posted a condolence
Monday, August 6, 2012
Nikki, every day i wake up and i'm so sad. we all miss you so much. you should be here.
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Faja posted a condolence
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
"As Long As One & One Makes Two.. There Could Never Be A Father Who Loves His Daughter, More Than I Love You"
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R posted a condolence
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Alex's graduation was today, proud, happy moments where you should be. You are loved and missed in all moments. XOXO
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Faja posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
I Miss You More Than Can Be Said, And I'll Adore You Always..
This SUX!!
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LORRY RUBY posted a condolence
Saturday, June 2, 2012
two months today. The kids are walking in new york in your honor. miss you !
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Jen Brown posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Hi Nik - just missing you like crazy right now. I proofed someone the other day that was born 12/12/88 and got a little teary eyed. I've brought the kids up to your grave a couple times now and Toby asks all the time when I pick him up from school if we can stop by and visit you. Keep watching over us, esp. your mom and Aunt Lorry. Maybe you could come talk to them in thier dreams and let them know youre doing okay.Love you sweetie.
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aunt lorry ruby posted a condolence
Saturday, May 19, 2012
nikki, We can pretend, but were not right without you. uncle paul keeps talking to me about taking beans in. he hates dogs. lol he loved you.
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Aunt Shell posted a condolence
Friday, May 18, 2012
My sweet niece - you are always on my mind. I miss you so much!!
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Aunt Honey posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Just wanted to let you know your cat is being well loved... I miss you. love aunt honey
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Mary Tracy posted a condolence
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Not a day goes by that we all don't think of you. We miss you Nik.
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Lisa Dellefave posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Nancy & family, I just heard yesterday about Nicole. I cannot tell you how sad I feel for all of you. May her spirit and memories of her remain in your hearts. Lisa D.
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aunt lorry ruby posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
HI NIkki, i put two almost dead pansies on your site a couple of weeks ago and yesterday I stopped and they were alive and beautiful. Just like every picture I see of you now. Beautiful. We miss you so much. Love you
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Mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
It's been a month and I've been missing you like crazy. Always smile when I look at your pictures. Help keep us all positive down here! Love you. Mom
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Carly Kostiw posted a condolence
Saturday, April 14, 2012
I will always remember how Nikki would make me laugh until my face hurt. She is a wonderful person, a fantastic friend, and she will be greatly missed by myself and a lot of others <3 it had been a while since last we spoke, but my last memory with her was fantastic and I will carry that memory with me forever.
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Larry Davis posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Spaz Jr - You will always be with us, we will always think of you and smile, and we are so glad you were a part of our lives. You richly blessed everyone you touched. Love, Uncle Larry and Aunt Shelley
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Jean Lloyd posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
sweet dreams Nikki, having a hard time understanding the why of this, but will remember you always with love. you are missed terribly! please to not give grandpa Kuter too much of a hard time. he will send you back! love alwasy Aunt Jean
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Karen H Thompson posted a condolence
Saturday, April 7, 2012
I am a friend And coworker of Patti Glovers. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is sad to lose someone so young and vibrant. May peace be with all of you who loved her.
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Stephanie Garcia posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
I worked with Nikki at seabreeze for 3 summers and I will always remember and cherish our coffee dates, shopping dates, and hanging out by the lake. She has inspired me to be a more courageous person and to live life to the fullest. I know she will watch over her family during these rough times. She will always have a special place in my heart.
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Mary Schantz Brown posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Nancy and family, We were so sorry to hear of your loss. While we never had a chance to know Nicole please know that we will include Nicole and the rest of you in our prayers this Easter season. It is never easy to lose a loved one and especially hard to lose one so young. May your memories give you comfort at this painful time. God bless all of you!
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William S Gavitt Jr posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Jimmy "Packman", Nancy & family:
Most sincere condolences to you all for the passing of your beautiful daughter, "Nikki". We never met "Nikki", but knew of her. We feel your pain and loss greatly. May you always have the fondest memories of her when she was here.
Sincerely,
Bill, Cindy, and Cheyenne Gavitt
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Helen O Viola posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
My heartfelt sympathy to all the family of a beautiful girl, who I met at St. Ambrose. She and her brother, Alex will always remain in my heart, my little hockey friends.
My prayers go out to all of you.
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jOHN AND LIJA KOPPERS posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Our Condolences and a prayer in deep sympathy, for the parents, family and Kevin Glover for your big loss of Nikki. John and Lija Koppers
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Gary Van Avery posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Jim, I am very sorry for your loss.
I hope in time the pain will be better.
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aunt lorry ruby posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
I wish I could just hug you one more time.
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Frank Colquitt posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Dear Packard Family
I read of your loss, and would like to offer my condolences. Last year, I lost a member of my family to cancer, and I understand the grief and sorrow that you and your family are feeling at this time. Although words cannot fill the emptiness of your loss, I would like to share with you the promise stated at John 5:28,29. "All those in the memorial tombs will hear his (JESUS) voice, and come out to a resurrection of life.." May I assure you, I am not trying to give or change your religion. The pain of loss is felt, regardless of religion. May you be strengthened and comforted by friends and family during this VERY difficult time.
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Larry Linville posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2012
Jim and the family, please except our deepest condolences as well as our thoughts and prayers for you and the family.
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Sara Treible posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Anytime I feel the need to be feisty, I will be summoning you, and that spark and humor I loved you for. I really wish you could read all of these messages, especially aunt Lorry's. You probably knew, but people loved you so much. Your imprint is permanent.
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Dan Downie posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Dear Jim and Family - I am so sorry to hear of your loss! You are in my heart and in my prayers. I pray that you find peace and comfort in the memories you have of Nikki. God bless her and you!
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Katie Mongeon posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Nikki, I am honored and blessed to have called you my friend. We grew up together through school and our loving Dance Connection family. So many fond memories that I will always keep close to my heart. My thoughts and prayers go out to the family and Nikki will be truly missed.
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Deborah A Ryan posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Jim,
I wish I could gather the right words to make your pain less and offer you some comfort. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Deb Ryan
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Norma and Joe Rogers posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
We are so sorry for your loss. Please find comfort , strength and peace in that this is not a final goodbye to your baby girl...there will be a joyful day when you once more will share in her smile and hold her once again. She is a beautiful young lady .Our hearts go out to you. Please find a bit of comfort in knowing that you are lifted up in heatrtfelt thoughts and prayers.
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Judy Shafer posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Nancy, Jimmy, and Alex - We were so sorry to learn of Nikki's passing. Nancy, I can still remember her walking down the aisle in her beautiful flower girl dress and waving to you as she made her way to the altar. We wish you peace in this time of tremendous sorrow and may the wonderful memories you have give you comfort now and in the future.
Judy, Gary, and Ben Shafer
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Doug and Rita Pasono posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Nancy and family, while Rita and I didn't have the pleasure of knowing Nikki, we can only imagine what a wonderful person she was. Our hearts go out to you and your wonderful family.
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Brian Sullivan posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Nikki. Your beautiful smile, your courage, your irreplaceable personality! Your forever love for those around you will not be forgotten. I am so fortunate to have had time to get to know you. I will keep your mother and alex close to me forever! May the grace of our lord enbrace you and give you eternal life...I love you Nikki!!
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Linda Ball-Sardisco posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
My connection is through her Aunt Lori,whom was a good friend of mine in high school.
My heart and soul goes out to everyone who Nikki has touched! I was brought to tears reading about her!! May a piece of her spirit live in all of you!
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Nancy m Myers posted a condolence
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Jim,I am so sorry.Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family...God bless you all
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Kathy Denny posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
My deepest sympathy to Nikki's family. I know that she will live on in the hearts of all who knew her and loved her...May she rest in peace. Thoughts and prayers for the family.
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Michele M Sauers posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I just want to say how sorry I am for the family. I wish I could have met Nikki. She sounds like an amazing women! My thoughts & prayers to the family.
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Donna Aceto posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Jimmy, Nancy and Alex, I am so saddened to hear of your loss. May your memories of Nikki always fill your heart with love. She will forever be your angel. I will be thinking of you all and praying for you during this very difficult time. Much love, Donna
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Ken and Kathy Rathbun posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Extremely sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Michele M Sauers posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I just want to say how sorry I am for the family. I wish I could have met Nikki. She sounds like an amazing women! My thoughts & prayers to the family.
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Tim, Rena, Taylor & Jordan Powers posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
With heartfelt sympathy know that you are in our thoughts and prayers at this time.
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Tamara L Stanton posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I didnt know Nikki personally. I knew of her through Megan. I had been praying for Nikki since her diagnosis. I want to send my sincere heartfelt condolences to the family of Nikki. I pray that your memories of Nikki will comfort your hearts. May God Bless All of you during this difficult time. Sincerely,
Tamara Stanton
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Jessica Kuter posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
You will forever be remembered. The joy and love that you had for life as well as that beautiful smile has left imprints not only on my heart but so many many others. May you smile upon us as we struggle without you trying to find our understanding in this. Know always that you are loved.
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Wendy Hart posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Although I never met Nikki personally, I felt as though I knew her through Megan. My heart felt sympathies to all!
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Tommy A Kuter posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Good bye to my cousin who always made me smile when I saw her. You are greatly missed and my heart hurts for your loss.
I send my love to Aunt Nancy & Alex as well as the rest of the Packard and Kuter family's
Until we meet again Nikki
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Bob and Diane Johnson posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Our sincerest condolences for your loss. Prayers and thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time.
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Lena and Chris Johnson posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
There are no words to express how sad and unfair this loss is. May your family, faith and memories help you through this difficult time. Our deepest condolences.
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Sue Wentworth posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
So hard to believe you are gone. You will always be "Sweet Baby Girl" to me. I can only pray that you feel all the love that is pouring out for you now. We will take care of Mom, Dad, Alex and Kevin and give special kisses to Dizzy & Bean. Keep watching over us.
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David McCuaig posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
It was an honour and a rare pleasure Nikki. Thank you for your kind spirit. You will be greatly missed by many. Safe journey girl.
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Laurel McCarthy posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I am so grateful to have been friends with such an amazing person. There are so many wonderful, happy memories I have with Nikki throughout the years and they will truly never be forgotten. Her laugh will stick with me forever, I keep hearing it in my head whenever I think of her and I can't help but smile. She was a very significant person in my life, and it breaks my heart that we will not be able to have more time together. I find comfort in knowing I have an angel looking after me. My deepest condolences to the family, you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
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Brigette Kuter posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki I cannot believe you are gone.you left a void in all our hearts. you will be forever missed and never forgotten.love you nikki
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Megan Dobbertin posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I was in the plays at Aquinas with Nikki (Our Town and A Midsummer Night's Dream, to name a couple), and remember how she loved to make people laugh. I think she squeezed all the joy of a long life into a short one. I am praying for all her loved ones.
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Eileen and Kevin L Burke posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
To the Kuter family, sending our deepest condolences to you all during the saddest most difficult time. Hold on to all your wonderful memories, and she will always be in your hearts. Love and Prayers to the family.
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Lynn Strassner posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I wish I could be there with you through this difficult time. John and my love, thoughts and prayers are sent. May Nikki rest in peace; she is loved.
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CSMS-C Team posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Jim, Nancy and Alex, during this difficult time, Speaking for everyone on the CSMS-C Team, Please know that you are all in our Thoughts and Prayers. Nikki is in our hearts God Bless.
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Jessica Bakeman posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki will always be my Mrs. Webb. It was our freshman year at Aquinas that the two of us landed roles as the mothers in Thornton Wilder's "Our Town," working together to perfect our pantomime and giggling over the scene where we snapped beans together. She was one of the most beautiful people I have ever known, inside and out. She supported me during high school's hard times when other friends didn't stick around; she defended me when others were mean; she comforted me and made me laugh when I needed some cheering up. Her talent and presence on stage was apparent in every aspect of her life. She lived and loved passionately and followed her heart always. I admire her, love her and will remember her forever. I regret that we didn't stay in touch when we both went to college, and her death is a shock to all of us in the class of 2007. My only comfort is knowing that she is still smiling that beautiful smile from heaven. My condolences to her family.
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Liz M. Ramirez posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Jim, and Nancy:
As you grieve know that we are remembering you and honoring the memory of Nicole. Please accept my most heartfelt sympathies for your loss…my thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time.
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An AQ Family posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Sending loving thoughts your way. We knew Nikki through the theater program at AQ. She was a sweet, talented, kind person. Wish we had words to help you through this horrible time.
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Renee, James, and Kristina (Linville) Gaudio posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
You will forever be in our thoughts and prayers. Our hearts go out to all the family.
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Linda, Alicia & Rachel Mazzochetti posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nancy and Alex...We are so sorry for your lost of Nikki.There are no words to express our heartfelt sympathy for you and your family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and we hope the memories you had with Nikki are held close to your hearts. Rest in peace Nikki.God Bless.
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Christina M Jackson posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Packard Family,
I do not know Nikki personnally , I have the pleasure of working with your father and heard of the tragedy and wanted to send blessing and my condolences for this time of greeving. I know your a beautiful soul and was taken to soon. I have a daughter very close to your age and I would be lost if something was to happen to her or any of my children. I know you will be close to your family although you are no longer in physical form your spirt and love will live forever. God bless and my he watch over your family and friends and give them strength in this time of sorrow.
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paul kuter posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
hi baby girl how was your hug from jesus i bet awesome im gonna miss tormenting you your cousins are probaly saying oh great more for me im gonna miss you nikki you were a ray of sunshine in all our hearts hook up with grandpa he has been there awhile he can show you the ropes your uncle paul is gonna miss you
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Kristen & Jeff Koppers posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen.
Nikki...the love we all have for you will grow...by leaps and bounds...in ways you could have never imagined... in ways that will help our hearts heal just a little bit and make us smile so big when we think and talk of you often. The love that you brought to everyone lives on and so you live on too...in each of our hearts. Love and peace to your sweet family.
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Eileen M Messmer posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I did not know Nikki, nor you, her family. But her obituary touched my heart. Please know that I will be praying for her and all of her loved ones that she left behind. God bless all of you.
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Gary Coleman Jr. posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
There Are No Words to Describe The Painful Loss of a True Angel That Family and Friends Have Encountered so Suddenly. From The Bottom of My Heart I Express My Deepest Sympathies. From My Family to Yours, Nicole Will Always Be In Our Thoughts and Prayers!
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Emily Hohman posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Many fond memories of playing with Nikki, Alex, & the Ruby kids when I was a kid. I am heartbroken for you Nancy, Jim, Alex, the Ruby family, and the whole extended family. Thinking of you all with love.
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Christina Mancini posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki was one of the most beautiful people I've known...Lots of Love from Christina, Joe, Nate and Sam.
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Diane C Dambra posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Kuter family--So sorry for your lose. Thinking of you all at this very sad time. Dambra Family
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FMS 13 All the guys posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Our deepest sympathies go out to the family during this time of sorrow.
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lorry ruby posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki, who new six weeks ago that we wouldnt have had the chance to say goodbye. we are numb.You have been close to my heart for twenty three years. I don't know what Im going to do with out you. I'm lost. I will always remember that beautiful smile. You are loved, or so loved. I wish you knew the outpour of love that is coming your way. Stay close to us. your loving aunt Loory. Opps you know me can;t use a computor, so I might as well just leave the goof. You know who it is any way.
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Wendy & Jon Coile posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki, your family was so proud of you. Beautiful inside and out.
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Alison Brubaker posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
My heart is broken over your loss. Praying for comfort for you and your family.
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Johanna Koppers Schepers posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
My deepest sympathy to the family. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.♥
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Barb Dudek posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nancy and family:
My deepest sympathy to all of you for the loss of your beautiful Nicole.
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Thomas R Kuter posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki - we will all miss you terribly. You joined our Lord and savior earlier than we would have wanted, but you are in a better place. It is the ones left behind that greive. We will never forget you. May God watch over you.
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DJ & Lana Verschage posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Someone so special can never be forgotten. Our deepest sympathy.
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Vern Packard posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Not nearly here long enough, but I was so blessed to have you in my life. I will miss you pretty lady.
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Perry Koppers Lenz posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nancy, I'm so sorry for your loss. I have no words. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Ellie Graupman posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nancy, My deepest sympathies to you. May God give you peace and comfort in the coming days.
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Sue Callahan posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nancy and family-So very sorry for your loss.
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Autumn Schmidt posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Nikki I am honored I got to know you and call you my friend, you always knew how to make everyone laugh. I look up to you for your courage and strength, you are a true inspiration.
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Mary Tracy posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
No words can say how much you are going to be missed by this big family. You will forever be everyone's angel. I love you and I will always be there for your mom and brother. Missing you Nicole Sylvane Packard.
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Jennifer Brown posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Sweet and sassy - that says it all. We are going to miss you so much. Love you forever and always.
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Toby Kuter posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Dear Nikki,
I know you are an angel up in heaven. I will miss you and love you forever.
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Brystol S Kuter posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
To my big cousin Nikki: We share a special name and I will do everything to live up to your shining example. I love you and I will miss you.
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daniel j kuter posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
thank u for your laugh. and i am proud to be your god father.love you nik
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Justin Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
I love you Nikki and will miss you so much.
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Kathy M Koppers posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
I love you with all my heart Nikki and will miss you forever. Say Hi to Grandpa and Opa for all of us
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Jeffrey C Packard posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
I'm going to miss you Nikki. I love you.
